March 19, 2007

A Real Mom Opens Her Hands

I know the Real Mom meme means to be uplifting, exposing how moms in reality are nothing like the ideal mother. Yet any sentence beginning with the words “real moms” is bound to exclude someone. It is true one hundredfold for women involved in adoptions. For many of us, few phrases can trigger more pain, anger, or fear. Realness is murky. If "real" motherhood were only a matter of legal rights or wiping noses, adoptive moms would never feel threatened. If it were only a matter of genetic connection or birthing a child, first moms (birth moms) would never be marginalized.

Soon after our son was born, we held a small, private ceremony along with his first parents to affirm our commitment to one another and, most importantly, to our shared child. During that time, a dear friend spoke a blessing over all of us which continues to challenge me. She prayed that the image of open hands would become a metaphor for our interactions with one another. Not just open hands giving or receiving the child being transferred from the care of one family to another, but open hands throughout our lives. Open hands providing and accepting support. Open hands allowing our child to grow into his own person, the expression of both nature and nurture. Open hands to honor the unique connection each of us would have with him. Open hands to embrace the other real parents in our child’s life.


As I have tried to live that out, I have learned: a real mom opens her hands.

A real mom opens her hands to let go. She lets go of her expectations so her child can have independence. She lets go of the idea that she alone can meet all her child’s needs in order to give room for others' love. She lets go of the desire to control what her child thinks of her.

A real mom opens her hands to receive. She accepts help, because no child can be raised by just one person. She is open to learning from others, including her child. She welcomes validation however it comes. She receives so she can give in turn.

Whether she became a mom by birth or by marriage, by adoption or by surrogacy, a real mom’s hands are open. My son's first mom's hand are open. So are mine.

16 comments:

MrsJennaHatfield said...

This. This post? Is so moving. Is so real. Is so heartfelt. It touches the core of motherhood in all of its forms.

This was needed tonight. Thank you.

Bless you both in your motherhood.

Heather said...

Thanks, Jenna. That means a lot. :)

Bon said...

a beautiful post. the metaphor of open hands is a great one...and a hard one, sometimes.

i think the meme is better for a little messiness...it's more real. :)

Brandi said...

I love the open hands metaphor. That is beautiful.

Poor_Statue said...

This was beautiful.

Heather said...

Bon, Brandi, Poor_Statue...thank you.

Lisa said...

You know, I've always thought of a mom who's adopted as the REAL mom. She's the one who takes care of the little person, protects, and loves.

This was a beautiful post.

PunditMom said...

Beautiful. As another adoptove mother, posts like this mean so much, not just to me, but also as a way to help others really understand that there's more than one way to be a "real" mother.

:: Suzanne :: said...

What an eloquent post. I commented on your other post before I read this one, but it fit better here, that we consider all the moms, and dads, to be real ones. The first set of parents are real people. We are real people. It is not a mutually exclusive title.

Thank you so much for participating in our Adoption BlogPost Roundup. I've added you to our blogroll.

:: Suzanne :: said...

The Adoption BlogPost RoundUp round-up is up!

The Dunn Family said...

Came over from the Creme. I couldn't agree with you more. Being a mom is all about love, and openness. That post is beautiful. Thank you for your honesty and for sharing that with us all.

Bea said...

This is a great post. I remember the "real mums" meme and bristling. How pat to describe a real mum within the confines of that list. What about the other real mums?

Your open hands metaphor is just perfect.

Bea

xavier2001 said...

I'm popping over from the Creme, beautiful post, it gave me chills. I am going to have to bookmark that one and reread it when I"ve had a particularly challenging day as a mom

Jen said...

You said that perfectly. Thank you so much for writing this.

Kathy V said...

I came via the creme. This is a very moving post. Thanks.

harriet glynn said...

Wow. Another beautiful post. How did I miss this one? Nuanced.

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